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Monday 31 August 2015

I'll give you what you like

Please wrap your 
drunken arms around me
And I'll let you call me yours tonight
Cause slightly broken's 
just what I need

And if you give me what I want
Then I'll give you what you like

Please tell me 
I'm your one and only
Or lie 
and say at least tonight

I've got a brand new cure for lonely
And if you give me what I want
Then I'll give you what you like

When you turn off the lights
I get stars in my eyes
Is this love?
Maybe someday
So don't turn on the lights
I'll give you what you like
Emotions aren't that hard to borrow
When love's a word 
you've never learned

And in a room of empty bottles
If you don't give me what I want
Then you'll get what you deserve

When you turn off the lights
I get stars in my eyes
Is this love?
Maybe someday
I've got this scene in my head
I'm not sure how it ends
Is it love?
Maybe one day
So don't turn on the lights
I'll give you what you like
I'll give you what you like
I'll give you one last chance to hold me
If you give me one last cigarette
By now it's early in the morning
Now that I gave you what you want
All I want is to forget
When you turn off the lights
I get stars in my eyes
Is this love?
Maybe someday
I've got this scene in my head
I'm not sure how it ends
Is it love?
Maybe one day
So don't turn on the lights

Tuesday 25 August 2015

What Is L-O-V-E





What is L-O-V-E 

I love bus journeys 
a lot of people don't 
But it gives me time to reflect 
on things 
And think a lot 
With just my earphones in and my trusty iPhone 
I seem to come up with some of my philosophical moments 

Question of the day ? 

What is love ? 

What's is love ?
Have you ever experienced it ?
What does it feel like ?
How do you know ?
Who can tell you ? 

You here these cheesy stories 
of people 
Who say that it was 
Love at first sight but 

What is love at first sight ? 

 I can safely say that 
in my 30 years on this planet 
I don't think that I have ever really experienced true love
I love my family as most people do 
And I love my friends but 
I don't think I have ever been with that one person 
That made my heart skip a beat 
Or made me feel like 
a better person inside 
Or 
whatever love is meant to 
make u feel and do
When your in love 
they say that you just know !! 

Know what ?........ Fill in blank here ........

Any way I promised I would write more blogs so here is today's one 
If any one an help me find the answers then let me know !! 

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I Admired You




I admired you

I looked to you for guidance 
I fell for you 
Over and over again 
And 
I thought you loved me too 

I gave you my body 
My heart 
My soul 
But you threw them away 
You took everything away 
And left me to rot in my shell 

Hearing those words 
from your mouth 
Hurt more than a 
Blade of a dagger 
Piercing my heart !! 

I hate you for making me love you 
I hate you for leaving 
And 
I hate you for not being there for me 

You left me all alone 
With no reason why 
Or an explanation 

For years I have shunned 
Every guy I meet 
Who comes around my life 
No relationships because 
I still loved you 
The one guy I found to replace you 
I didn't want anymore 

I single handedly 
Buried my emotions so deep 
Not even I can dig myself out 
My heart broke 
Ripped out in anger and hate 

Without you 
I just sit around 
Wasting my life 
But 
When we were together
Every minute felt too 
Important to waste 

I tried to be the best person 
I can for you 
I tried to make you feel special 
I did everything in my power 
To make you happy 
And give you all what you ever wanted 

And all I got in return was 
Heartache and pain 
And a heart so black 
Not even the colour could match 
the most deepest parts of the ocean 
Unseen by the human eye !! 

Do You Think Of Me At All?





Do you think of me? 

Sat here on the bus thinking 
random thoughts in my head 
and a random podcast comes on
My shuffle list of 
one of our many drunken  
nights in and out 
and it makes me wonder 
if you ever think of me 
since we been apart
 its been 4 months now 
I know it was over long before then 
But the more I sit here 
The pains in my stomach 
Intensify and I feel sick 
Thinking bout you 
And wandering 
Do you think of me ? 
We haven't spoke for ages 
not even a txt 
I hope ur happy with the 
Choices that you have made 
And life works out for you 
I always said I would be there for you 
No matter what and I think time will tell on that one 
I can't promise you anything anymore 
Cause I don't know if 
Do you even think of me at all !!

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Truth Or Dare Question for YouTube Videos Or Podcasts






here are some of truth and dare questions that I recently used in videos 
So if any one is looking for some try these 
They are themed for American people but 
Anyone can use the questions and dares and change them to suit themselves 


TRUTH QUESTIONS
Which is your most embarrassing moment so far?
What turns you on physically and whats your biggest turn off?
Amongst all the people in this room, which guy/girl would you like to date?
What is the first main thing that attracts you to a person of the opposite sex?
Have you got any secret talent?
Tell us about your deepest and darkest secret…
who is your favorite singer and sing one of his song
how many times you farted today.?
Which is the most irritating habit of the person standing next to you?
What is the one quality or feature you would like to change about yourself?
Which animal most resembles your personality?
How long have you gone without showering or teething or sleeping or eating? 
if you woke up one day and you found that you become opposite sex for one day,what would the first thing you do.?
What is the worst fear you have in life?
Which is the one person you really hate /crush in this room?
What turns you on?
What is the thing you hate the most, in me?
What do you do when you are alone in your room?
What is the worst thing that you hate about being a girl.?
Amongst all the people in this room, which girl would you like to date (besides your girlfriend)?
If I was a food what would I be and how would you eat me? (Needless, to say you've got to be a girl to ask this)
Have you ever had a crush on someone of the same sex?
Have you ever cooked or baked something for the one you love?
The funniest incident that you ever faced.
Has anyone ever seen you completely naked. If yes, who?
What is the stupidest thing that you have done in front of a crowd?
How did you like the view out of your window this morning?
DO you sing while you're taking a shower?
have you ever been mean to anyone without a reason?
Ever thought about it would have been better you were born with opposite sex?
Have you ever hated yourself for not being someone more successful?
What are your worst habits? 
If you could have anything in the world, what would it be? 
Amongst all the people in this room, which guy/girl would you like to date? 
Who was your first crush? 
Would you ever cheat with your boyfriend/girlfriend? 
If you had only 24 hours left to live, what would you do? 
What is the question that you do not want anyone to ask you in this game? 
What is the meanest thing that you have done till date? 
If you got a chance to make anyone in this room your slave, who would that be? 
Have you ever lied to your girlfriend/boyfriend? If yes, about what? 
If you won a lottery of 100 million dollars, what would you do with the money? 
If you woke up one day and found that you have become invisible, what is the first thing that you would do? 

DARE QUESTIONS
lick your elbow
kiss me on cheeks
What is the most annoying habit that your girlfriend/boyfriend has?
Go outside and run around, while screaming something crazy
Pretend you are Tarzan for five minutes.
go out in balcony and say loudly I LOVE YOU 5 times
Put an ice cube down your pants/shirt until it melts.
Stick a pillow up your shirt and go to a sibling and say "look! I'm pregnant!"
Get in the shower with all your clothes on.
Call the pizza guy and ask "is this 911?"
Lick a bar of soap.
Act like a gorilla for 1 minute. 
Clean the toilet with a toothbrush. 
Go to the neighbor's house and talk to him or her for 5 minutes. 
Lick the floor. 
Moonwalk across the room. 
Mix different types of sauces and eat the result. 
Go out, stop the first person you see and say ‘I love/hate you’. 
Act like the sound person who is being dubbed for a noisy kissing scene. 
Act out a particular commercial ad. 
Kiss the first person that comes in through the door. 
Go to the kitchen and eat something that is not meant to be eaten alone (like chili powder, pepper, etc). 
Write a letter to someone you hate/love and send it. 
Flirt with the man who is sitting next to your table.
Continuously talk for 5 minutes without stopping.
Hold hands with the person sitting 3 places to your right for the entire game, WITHOUT moving an inch.
The next time you have to go to the bathroom, you must ask each and every person present at the party for their permission.
Ask 5 members of the opposite sex, in the circle, to go out with you on a date, in sign language. Each time, different signs must be used.
What is the most embarrassing thing you've ever done?
Would you ever consider getting back with your ex if you had the choice?

i hope u like it :)

Monday 24 August 2015

Words Can Paint A Thousand Pictures


I drove by all the places 
we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, 
how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends 
tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely 
even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, 
do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, 
was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, 
how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me 
you were leaving
I remember the make-up 
running down your face
And the dreams you left behind 
you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me 
they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, 
I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking 
why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy, 
yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name 
when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me 
you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind 
you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all

Friday 21 August 2015

Family Holiday Day 5

Today was a great day
We entered the adult darts tournament on the site me mum and Matt
Matt and mum made it to the quarter finals I made it to the final !!
But unfortunately I lost miserably
And to a guy who
was obviously a professional
I could be one of those guys
who blamed it on the tools
eg the darts
as I didn't have my own
and he did but I won't
I played well with the pub darts and proud that I got to the final !

From there on Thursday was our day At The Races day
At Fontwell Park
Ladies Day
Great day was had by all
the sun
Was burning all day
We all dressed up
dresses for the ladies
Smart dress for the men
I even wore a tie !!

20130816-001556.jpgsome pics of the race day

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Entry ticket

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My only winning ticket of the day
I was going to try and add a video but
It won't let me it wants $55 to do so
So I think that's a NO !!

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Little pic of the ladies from yesterday that I forgot about so added it today

Overall a really good day but was very tiring
Nan true to herself
was in too form as usual
She didn't win any money but she had a fun day she kept forgetting which horse she picked even though she had the slips in her hand every race !! LOL

So with just 2 days left of the holiday it's drawing to a near and that means that work is fast approaching
At warp speed and that can't be good I get home Saturday afternoon then work 9am Sunday morning !!
Ahhhhhhhh Boooooooooo!!

Tomorrow is our last night here
So we're getting shitfaced the
Vodka jellies have been made and they are string as hell Bingo and banter will be tomorrow oooo and the pool tournament and a French boules tournament so that will be fun !!

Signing off for the night !!

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Family Holiday Day 4

Well I have not got much to report from yesterday the internetvwas down on the park so couldn't do my blog yesterday

We went to Chichester yesterday to the market to find out that it is all the same people at the market that were at the last 2 apart from about 4stalls so that was a bit of a let down

We walked through the town and there was nothing else there apart from this quote

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Answers in the comments below if u know what it is ??

Sober came home and had another BBQ my cooking is just that good so I cracked open the red wine and started to cook

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I didn't take the pic on the BBQ
In hindsight I should have so I will do on Friday

So tonight's entertainment was wrestling now I have never seen seaside town wresting and after seeing the so called professionals on TV do it
I didn't hold my hopes up to much

It was very entertaining
The kids loved it

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The compare in the ring

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Wrestlers fighting
Not the greatest of pics but just to show

So the best news of the day was the Chalet they are selling holiday chalets on this site so we went and had a look at them !
WOW!!

They are pretty amazing the are
Massive like the size of bungalows
And very spacious and modern

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Front Room

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Kitchen

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Outside decking

You get the picture they were bet nice

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Dining area

So we went to bingo and did the usual arcade bit for a while and got another haul of tickets we got bk to the caravan and chilled out for the evening !!