Growing Old But Not So Gracefully

Well it's 2:46am and yet again 

due to over sleeping during the day 

I now lay Awake again 

pondering life 

I just watched the film 

21 and over and it makes me wonder 

what I have missed out on in life !! 

Probably not a lot cause 

I have a lot of life experiences that certainly compare with more than what some people have done in their life time but I still wonder 

what I have missed out on 

I don't know whether its because Hollywood glam lives up 

and I'm pretty sure most stories are true 

but I'm sure if they made a movie of my life experiences 

I don't think it would be a best seller but I'm sure it would get a few laughs along the way 

I know I have and I'm sure my friends would say the same, and the people that have been in my life !! 

But anyway back 

to my mid life crisis 

I call this blog title 

growing old but not so graceful 

And it's true 

I'm getting older and I'm 32 this year and I say it all the time but as the date approaches it seems to daunt on me more and more and weighs me down a little bit each day as the big day grows nearer

I'm single 

I'm 31

I have a good job 

I own a house 

And had my own business for 3yrs 

But yet I still feel so blah !! 

I sit and watch 

Fictional people in TV and films and look at them as if they relate to my life but in no way shape or form it does 

but I still do 

Is this the culture and the society we live in that we compare our lives to people on the screens we watch on a daily basis 

Is anyone's lives really that out there and as far reached as advertised 

I'm a coward 

And afraid 

To stand up for what I believe in 

Shocker !!! 

So my mid life crisis continues 

and where do I go from here 

If anyone has any advice 

or a single friend 

that they think I would like then  

Please leave a comment for me !! 

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