So
I wrote a post last year
at the start of my blog
Called
What is Love link here
http://stephenhalbhuber.blogspot.co.uk/2015/08/what-is-l-o-v-e.html?m=1
http://stephenhalbhuber.blogspot.co.uk/2015/08/what-is-l-o-v-e.html?m=1
I wrote the post 3 years ago this October but only published it last year
I have written hundreds of posts,
Poems, & stories which I have never took the time to actually sit down and put them all into digital form as I am to lazy to do it
I published a free book on iTunes
With 10 small stories/poems and it has had over 4,000 downloads
So you think this would spur me on
but it hasn't
I have just finished watching a web series called hunting season season 2
and the last episode
really got me thinking about life in general
Everyone in the 90s dreamed of being
Carrie from Sex and city and write a blog that people will follow but I never realised it till now a year ago I said I was going to start writing more posts and putting them online and I just haven't
I haven't made a decent youtube video in a long time I just haven't felt creative
Which for me is a bad thing
But then I ask myself why I haven't
Is it cause I'm sad .......... maybe
Is it cause I'm lonely ...... maybe
Have I been waiting to find them
one and not been looking in the right places ....... maybe
Had casual sex and dating apps killing my passion for finding love ???
I think it might be
We live in an age for me as a gay man
To open an app and hook up with people at a few clicks of some buttons
Some empty words
A few sexual gestures
And 20 minutes later your hooking up with a random stranger
Where is the romance in that !!!
And I've been doing it for too many years
So today is the day
I delete all the apps and start moving
Myself forward
Get out of this funk and do something worth while
Let it be know
The words and posts that will start to appear will be not for the faint hearted
It's not going to be seedy or crude but I need to get all the bad stuff out from my past
So I can look forward to my future
Cause lets face it
I ain't getting any younger
And with my family history
I'm gonna be bald by the time I'm 40
So here we go
No holds barred
Unfiltered and ready to dish the dirt
So 1 year ago I wrote
What is L-O-V-E
and to date it is one of my most viewed blog posts
And in the last year I learnt nothing so
We're going back to the old school
So enjoy this ride and let me know and thoughts and comments of the stuff you read
Sincerely
Stephen X
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